I’m not throwing stones – I am perplexed by something I cannot fathom. Granted, every one of us has two sides, two halves, two hemispheres that constitute our brain. And granted, we tend to operate more easily or more usually out of one hemisphere, depending on the need of the moment. Oversimplified, the left side dominates in analytical and objective information, while the right tends to dominate in recognizing faces, intuition, subjectivity, art and music. The two sides are separated by a groove, the medial longitudinal fissure (aren’t you impressed?) and connected by a band of nerve fibers called the corpus callosum. Granted, all of this is neuroscience, but I’ve observed (both from my left analytical side and my right experiential side) what seems to be a medial longitudinal fissure within the Body of Christ that, for the life of me, I can’t make sense of!
I’ve attended some wonderful Bible-based, God’s Word honoring and teaching churches where the pastor and Adult Sunday School teachers are seminary-trained, steeped in cultural and historical context for the Scriptures, delivering, proclaiming and applying God’s truth to other Believers. But I’ve seen very little passion or spiritual/emotional enthusiasm in worship in these churches. Conversely, I’ve attended churches where joy and unbridled enthusiastic worship open every service, but there is no intentional, serious discipleship training. To quote the book of James out of context, “My brothers and sisters, this should not be.”
I’ve discovered in myself that the more I learn, the more wonder I see in the world. I take clouds for granted until I stop to think they are collections of water molecules in gaseous state suspended on and driven by air, a collection of invisible gasses trapped by earth’s gravitation that amazingly enough have mass and volume! As I think deeper, I realize that water vapor is nothing more than a bonding of two hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom held together by a force I can’t begin to comprehend. It is at this point that the very existence of water absolutely astounds me, and my spirit falls down in awe that the Being we call God Almighty, Yahweh Adonai, not only THOUGHT of hydrogen and oxygen but CREATED hydrogen and oxygen. My next question: Why? Whatever for? What kind of mind intentionally creates the infinitesimally small building blocks necessary for life as we know it? And I fall on my face in wonder that He created collections of water, amino acids, minerals, fats, proteins, and biochemists only know what else who have the ability to possess AWARENESS of themselves, others, the world around them, HIM, and who carry deep within themselves a yearning desire for relationship!
The more I know on the left side of my brain, the more my right-hemisphere awe and wonder wants to leap and dance.
If water vapor can generate that kind of active, alive,, passionate amazement in me, why can’t the Word of God? Why must reading, hearing, and learning God’s Word be free of emotion, passion, joy, living fire and longing to experience Him? And why can’t passionate experience and enthusiasm drive us to KNOW and desire to know more about the Word of the One who fuels our hunger and longing to relate to Him out of love? And that moves me to ask why we can’t relate to each other out of that amazement.
Bringing this back down from the clouds to the ground, our cataloging, categorizing, assessing, differentiating, and looking askance at might benefit greatly from a connection across our spiritual corpus callosum to generosity, appreciation, gratitude, empathy, compassion, wonder, amazement, and brotherly love. Polarization has no place in the brain or in the Body of Christ. “Right Brain” Pentecostals need the understanding, knowledge, and biblical scholarship of more cerebral “Left Brain” traditions, and highly liturgical and cerebral traditions need the passion and alive, emotionally connected experiential relationship of charismatics and lively worship churches. How refreshed I’d feel to find a fellowship where Believers do – I could do – both!
I know God still works miracles of healing, deliverance, provision, and creation. The Holy Spirit is moving undeniably in other parts of the world in things unexplainable by human intellect. I can’t deny the miracle healing I had in my own body in 1980, being saved from a plane crash in 1987, moving me across the country in 1997 to meet a woman who’d be part of a miracle I’d need nine years later. Yes, those encounters with God make me want to shout and dance! Considering the clouds drops my jaw in wonder. And the more I know and experience God intellectually, the more I want to know and understand about Him, about the Bible, about the world, about others and my relationship to them, about the purposes God created me for – the more I want to experience the passion of experiencing and encountering Him more in my life every day. Oh, for that “bundle of nerves” we need to connect us both mind and heart to Jesus!
And oh, the more I should be taking both right and left, my knowledge and my compassion and passion outside my personal quiet time and corporate worship to the dying, the hurting, the hungry, the needy, the “have it all” but empty, the lonely, the lost.
I think; therefore I dance. I dance; therefore, I think!
I am known; therefore I want to know Him MORE! Therefore I want to make Him known in both fact and experience to people who don’t know Him! Amazing – to truly love with ALL my HEART, all my WILL, ALL my MIND, all my strength, and truly live.
Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”
Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.” Matthew 22:36-40 NIV
A “…BUT…” to move: Lord, Beautiful Savior, I want to know you fully. I sometimes have trouble with _________________________________ in my relationship with you. I can get too _____________________________. Help me, Loving God, to both know you and experience you. Deepen my understanding and heighten my joy in You. Holy Spirit, come into my life and do what I can’t do for myself. If I could ask you for one thing in my relationship with You, if you were sitting right here beside me, I’d ask you to/for __________________________. Thank you that you WANT me to know and experience more of you.