I only know the top half-inch, but walk your Bright Angel trail as I walk mine

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Looking into the depths and breadth and heights, Grand Canyon South Rim

 

 

Every time I come here, I’m breathless and speechless and awed by the hand of God. Yes, it’s layers of rock uplifted and cut through by a river over ages of time, but this place is so much more than an open geology textbook;it’s a deeply spiritual truth, too.

Facts and figures: located in northwestern Arizona on the Colorado River, the Grand Canyon is about 277 miles long with a width of 18 miles and a depth of 5,000 feet. The size of the canyon cuts all the way through the Colorado Plateau with an elevation at about 5,000 and 9,000 feet above the sea level.

I remember coming here as a child and being awed, amazed, totally enchanted with the beauty of the place. I remember  hiking  the Bright Angel Trail down to Plateau Point  on my honeymoon,and the long, grueling walk back up to the rim. I remember bringing my own sons here, and their delight and wonder in this place. I remember bringing a group of Chinese engineers here, they took one look along the rim, turned around and had their group photo taken, and then asked, “Now what?”

Not everyone sees deeper  into the Canyon, I guess, and to some people it’s probably nothing more than a large hole in the ground. I now know the same is true when you bring up the subject of our Creator God, creating all we call the Universe out of nothing but his heart and desire and power. OK, I can believe in the Big Bang, but where did that improbably dense naked singularity come from, and what was here before that?

I stand at  the rim of the Grand Canyon and see ancient seas, mountain ranges raised and leveled,volcanoes erupting, plants and animals growing, dying and decaying under layers of soil and sand, more seas advancing and retreating, winds and rains eroding hard and softer rocks,  and a river relentlessly carrying away sediments and cutting through slowly yielding rock. I stand there, see all  of that unseen history, and realize that all I know of an  equally awesome God is probably the first half-inch of  soil of the nature, character,love, purposes,and power of Olam  El, Everlasting God.

And yet … I have walked part of that trail, and I have seen “layers” of God’s  character,  mercy, guidance, intervention, healing, soft voice, and love in my life. That’s whatthis blog has been about  for the last nine years, me basically  writing a “geologic trail guide” to some of what  I’ve seen and experienced, wondered and  been floored by in the Triune God – Almighty Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit – alive and acting in my life. I invite you, and those of you who’ve only recently come to this blog,  to search back through the years of archived “God stories” here. These stories came  out of two unimagined and unwanted tragedies in my life, and yet here I am, still upright, still breathing, still closing my  “mouth” to the baited hook of offense that dangles alluringly before me all too often, still opening my hand and life to  the goodness of a loving, caring, passionate, forbearing, forgiving,  second-chancing, grace-filled and merciful, powerful God.

I need to come to the Grand Canyon’s vastness  from time to time to give myself a reality check, even as I need to come daily to my Lord’s ever-open arms. Two stories  come to mind here, the first when I was 15 and my Grandma Miner and  Aunt Jane flew out to visit us from Indiana. I was in the front seat of our blue station wagon, my grandmother sitting by the passenger-side door in the backseat. We parked at an overlook, I got out and shut the car door just as my Grandma’s hand wrapped around the door post to pull herself up. I was horrified! What did my Grandma say? Very calmly, she quietly said,”Rosie, you shut my hand in the door.” Matter-of-fact in what must have  been wrenching pain, my Grandma did not shout at me or berate me. I hurt for her, and felt terrible that I hadn’t looked back before I closed the door. What did I learn? Mercy, forgiveness, and love freely given even at personal cost.

Flash forward  to  October 1988, me now a mother of two sons, and many Grand Canyon visits under my belt. My older son,then 13, and my husband planned to hike down the Kaibab Trail, reach the Colorado River, and hike up on the Bright Angel Trail. Since our younger son was  only 2, he and drove his dad and brother to the trailhead, then stayed on top and took in a ranger program and picked up pinecones while Eric and his dad shouldered  their backpacks and set off for their father-son adventure. The weather had been rainy a few days before, so the trails –  generally three  feet wide, perhaps a 30-degree slope, packed red dirt – were still muddy and slippery in places.

That  afternoon when Eric and his dad conquered the last of the 3 1/2 miles of switchbacks at the top of  the Bright Angel, Ethan and I met a white-faced Eric. The first words out of his mouth were, “Mom, Dad fell!” One look at the red-smeared legs of my husband’s jeans confirmed he’d slipped, and yet amazingly he hadn’t hurt himself.Praise God enough in that, but what I heard next revealed that I was looking at a miracle of God’s hand and  grace-filled power.

“His pack shifted, he slipped on the second layer of trail before the Redwall Limestone  wall and landed  on the first section and stuck there!”

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Bright AngelTrail,Wescogame/Manakacha/Watahomigi Formations

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Falling roughly ten feet down onto a muddy trail and not rolling or slipping over the edge into 500 feet of empty , unforgiving space?  No way was  that coincidental or accidental or lucky; that was an angel or the hand of God, El Shaddai, stopping my husband’s slide and saving his life. My knees  buckled and I wept in shock and gratitude and recognition of God’s Love, then threw my arms around my husband.

You can see the layers in the diagram, aeons of time, dirt compressed into rock inch by inch over hundreds of millions of years. Yes, we can carbon date and make our  best  scientific guesses at  what happened  when in forming the Grand Canyon, including  what might have happened in the “great unconformity,” 1.2 billion years of missing rock. BUT who can “carbon date” God Almighty? The Bible gives us a record of his activity in lives of hundreds of people, in the rise of Israel and the falls of Jerusalem.Still,

Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and how inscrutable his ways!“For who has known the mind of the Lord,
or who has been his counselor? Or who has given a gift to him that he might be repaid?” For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen.  Romans 11: 33-36 ESV

“But who has stood in the council of the LORD, That he should see and hear His word? Who has given heed to His word and listened? Jeremiah 23:18 KJV

Some of  the layers of God’s  character we see in his love, his intervention in our lives.Some of the depths and breadth and length of God are more than we can begin to search out and begin to know, except by God’s  own Sovereign revelation to us.

The immutability of God is an attribute where “God is unchanging in his character, will, and covenant promises.”. The Westminster Shorter Catechism says, ’God is a spirit, whose being, wisdom power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth are infinite, eternal, and unchangeable.” Those things do not change.

The omniscience of God is the principle that God is all-knowing; that He encompasses all knowledge of the universe past, present, and future. In the beginning, God created the world and everything in it, including knowledge.Psalm 147:4-5 tells us, “He determines the number of the stars and calls them each by name. Great is our Lord and mighty in power; his understanding has no limit.” Imagine. God not only knows how many stars are in the universe, but knows each of them by name. An Australian study a few years ago put the number of stars we can see at 70,000 million million million, or the number 70 followed by 22 zeroes! God knows their names, and even more mind-boggling, he knows YOUR name and  everything about YOU!

God is omnipotent and can do all things.Nothing is too difficult for God. “By the word of the LORD were the heavens made, their starry host by the breath of his mouth.  He gathers the waters of the sea into jars; he puts the deep into storehouses.  Let all the earth fear the LORD; let all the people of the world revere him. For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm.” Psalm 33: 6-9 KJV

“And God said, ‘Let there be light,’ and there was light.” Genesis 1:3 KJV

Life and death are subject to God’s Word and Will.”Do not be amazed at this, for a time is coming when all who are in their graves will hear his voice  and come out — those who have done good will rise to live, and those who have done evil will rise to be condemned.” John 5: 28-29 RSV

“Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised; and his greatness is unsearchable”  Psalm 145:3 RSV

I agree with Henry Morris, PhD.:

“At the same time, there are some things that are far beyond the research capabilities of human investigations. Yet they are understandable to the believing heart, because these unsearchable things are near to the heart of God, who made us in His image. ‘Great is our Lord, and of great power: his understanding is infinite’ (Psalm 147:5). There is far more to be discovered concerning God and His great creation than all the scientists can ever hope to discover in this life. But those who love Him will have an eternity of time to search out the majestic complexities of His infinite universe, for ‘eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him’ (1 Corinthians 2:9-10). What a marvelous paradox! ‘O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out!’ ” (Romans 11:33).

One of my favorite traditional hymns is”Immortal, Invisible God  Only Wise”

1 Immortal, invisible, God only wise,
in light inaccessible hid from our eyes,
most blessed, most glorious, the Ancient of Days,
almighty, victorious, thy great name we praise.
2 Unresting, unhasting, and silent as light,
nor wanting, nor wasting, thou rulest in might:
thy justice, like mountains high soaring above,
thy clouds which are fountains of goodness and love.
3 To all, life thou givest, to both great and small;
in all life thou livest, the true life of all;
we blossom and flourish like leaves on the tree,
then wither and perish, but naught changeth thee.
4 Thou reignest in glory, thou dwellest in light,
thine angels adore thee, all veiling their sight;
all praise we would render; O help us to see
’tis only the splendor of light hideth thee!
All of this is true of God, and yet, and yet he is knowable in part if not in totality and truly wants us to know  him – not just know about him, but KNOW HIM! Have you ever trembled to think the Creator of everything wants to have a loving, intimate relationship with you, yes with YOU?

31 What shall we say about such wonderful things as these? If God is for us, who can ever be against us? 32 Since he did not spare even his own Son but gave him up for us all, won’t he also give us everything else? 33 Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for his own? No one—for God himself has given us right standing with himself. 34 Who then will condemn us? No one—for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and he is sitting in the place of honor at God’s right hand, pleading for us.35 Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? 36 (As the Scriptures say, “For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.”37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. 38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8: 31-38 NIV

Thus says the LORD: “Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, Let not the mighty man glory in his might, Nor let the rich man glory in his riches; But let him who glories glory in this, That he understands and knows Me, That I am the LORD, exercising lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness in the earth. For in these I delight,” says the LORD. (Jeremiah 9:23-24 NKJV)

God WANTS to be good to you, gracious to you,  kind to you, powerful in and  through you!As I stood at the rim of the Canyon,I thought how many “layers” of God I have experienced, out of his sheer love for me as my Father  in Heaven and the Lover of my soul. One of these days I will commit Psalm 103 to memory, stand on the South Rim,and shout into the abyss:

Psalm 103
A psalm of David.

1 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
2 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
may I never forget the good things he does for me.
3 He forgives all my sins
and heals all my diseases.
4 He redeems me from death
and crowns me with love and tender mercies.
5 He fills my life with good things.
My youth is renewed like the eagle’s!
6 The Lord gives righteousness
and justice to all who are treated unfairly.
7 He revealed his character to Moses
and his deeds to the people of Israel.
8 The Lord is compassionate and merciful,
slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
9 He will not constantly accuse us,
nor remain angry forever.
10 He does not punish us for all our sins;
he does not deal harshly with us, as we deserve.
11 For his unfailing love toward those who fear him
is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth.
12 He has removed our sins as far from us
as the east is from the west.
13 The Lord is like a father to his children,
tender and compassionate to those who fear him.
14 For he knows how weak we are;
he remembers we are only dust.
15 Our days on earth are like grass;
like wildflowers, we bloom and die.
16 The wind blows, and we are gone—
as though we had never been here.
17 But the love of the Lord remains forever
with those who fear him.
His salvation extends to the children’s children
18 of those who are faithful to his covenant,
of those who obey his commandments!
19 The Lord has made the heavens his throne;
from there he rules over everything.
20 Praise the Lord, you angels,
you mighty ones who carry out his plans,
listening for each of his commands.
21 Yes, praise the Lord, you armies of angels
who serve him and do his will!
22 Praise the Lord, everything he has created,
everything in all his kingdom.
Let all that I am praise the Lord!

Here comes the elementary school teacher in me.You see the layers of rock in the geologic diagram of the Grand Canyon above. Now I’m inserting a black and white version, and I’m going to do what I ask you to do as an act of recognizing and acknowledging God’s Presence in my life: copy it, print it out, and starting from the top down, write in the layers of God you’ve experienced. He saved me in 1972, healed me miraculously from a kidney problem in 1982, gave me a child after seven years of fruitless trying in 1986,saved  me and our whole  family from death in 1987, delivered a healthy granddaughter at only 29 weeks gestation in 2006, sent me to Thailand in 2010, guided me so many times over so many years, provided a way for me to use my writing gift – a cry of my heart – in 1990, and if I think about it, I know  I’ll have other  “layers”of God’s grace, mercy, provision. protection, healing, love, wisdom,  power, kindness, and strength to fill in.

If you need some auditory encouragement,here are two songs that may help you as you ask God to reveal his handprints and love in your life:

This is your “…BUT God…”

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Label your own “layers” of God’s goodness to you! This is your “…BUT GOD…”  to pray in praise today.

Lord God, Almighty Everlasting One, take me deeper into who you are to know more of you, and I know in the revelation only you can bring,Holy Spirit, I will see more of myself, including my “fault zones” the enemy of my soul would use to bring condemnation on me. Lord, Jesus, lover of my soul, come into those places first with your truth  that there is therefore now NO condemnation for those  who are in Christ Jesus – ME – for the law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus HAS, done deal already accomplished, set me  free from the law of sin and death. Help me walk the Bright Angelic Trail deeper into knowing you so that I may know and believe YOUR LOVE FOR ME even more deeply, wholly, and rock-solidly, in Jesus’ name, amen! Speak to me, Holy Spirit, with new true revelation of all the  ways Father God has loved me. Open my eyes and the eyes of my heart as I listen for your heart words _____________________________________________________

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When Jesus shows up, you know He’s already there- aka His love on the street

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Can you see a heart in the gravel?

Changing my route on my usual walk on Monday, going not uphill but down and around, led to a God connection so unexpected for Jessica and me, and then for her husband Brian. No way could a casual hello  on the street when I  saw a woman up ahead, then turned right to walk the loop, then changed my mind and turned back to say hello  to her and her daughter, have the results it did by any hand other than God Almighty’s. New neighbors are here to plant a church! And the connections we discovered had God’s fingerprints all over them.

Should I have been surprised, then, on Thursday as I was packing up PBJ and other food to take down to the homeless at the park, at the nudge I got to take some hand lotion, cologne, and scarves for any woman who might be there ? God had an intersection planned for  one woman in particular he knew would be there, and it turned out to be a blessing of  major proportions for me,too.

I parked in my usual spot and  lugged insulated bags over to the playground, where a “landing” on the climbing gym makes an acceptable table to spread out  whatever I’ve brought. thursday it was humble peanut butter, apple butter, bread,  fruit, and apple juice (heavy on the “apple a day to keep the doctor away”!) Will was there, and  James, and I met Marcus,  who came over as I put out the paper plates and fixings. Onemwoan sat on the ground under the climbing  gym next to a man lying  ont he ground. “Hmmm…,” I thought,”Okay, Lord, you told a woman here needed to hear today that she’s beautiful in your eyes.”

I went back to the car and carried the Burts’ Bees hand lotion, cologne,and a pink plaid scarf back to the landing. When the woman came over, I asked her if I could put the scarf around her neck and told her why. Her eyes widened and she said,”you’re going to make me cry, aren’t you?”

Jesus, front and center, already there. I took her hands in mine and rubbed lotion on them, then spritzed her  neck with the cologne, and all Heaven broke loose. She’s Teresa, and through tears she sobbed,”You don’t know how much I needed this today!” Well, Jesus knew for sure, and I was blown away to be his “bucket girl” carrying his love to Teresa, much more than the scarf, lotion or cologne. A huge hug burst from both of us!

She asked if I had time to listen to her story, and  I sensed this, too, was a way Jesus could love on Teresa, so I listened. I left the cologne and lotion with her (and Jesus even knew she cared about eating and using healthy things!) and drove off to my usual Thursday prayer meeting a little late, but so overcome with Christ’s  love for ME, too, to take the time and heart to nudge me to bring a greater blessing  than I imagined  I’d be carrying with the PBJ.

God’s heart has changed and challenged me. Oh sure, I always donated money for the homeless,and donated stuff to Salvation Army and other organizations that help the homeless, but  I’ve discovered such a deeper joy in actually MEETING the homeless!

“What?” you ask,”Hug someone who hasn’t had a  bath in who knows how long?”

I gave up on being afraid of catching “cooties” from boys when I was in fourth grade… so I guess 57 years later it’s hightime I got rid of that fear when meeting, and getting  to know, people who for whatever reasons don’t live the way I do. There but for the grace of God  go I! I’m keenly aware of this truth now, and keenly aware that  I was keeping myself  away from some incredible discoveries, adventures and blessings by hiding in Caucasian suburbia with my “churchly” friends and feeling noble for plunking money in the plate.

Don’t hear what I’m NOT saying! There is nothing wrong or ignoble about donating to worthy causes for the  sake of Christ’s Kingdom.  All I AM saying is that maybe, just maybe, Jesus wants us to take “church” outside the four walls of our buildings, out of the confines of our Bible studies, out to where HE already is with the homeless, the hurting, the elderly, the poor,  the addicted, the prisoners. I didn’t have to “clean up my act” before Jesustouchedme.Granted, I grew up in a very sheltered community of families and people almost indistinguishable from my family, surrounded by Christians, thinking the world must be pretty much the same.

Reality check, heart check! Teresa said I blessed her unexpectedly; she  did the same for me,andmore than that, God blessed us both simultaneously because He knew what Teresa needed, He knew that I’d be blessed to be a vessel of His insightful love, precisely because God loves us and delights in working through His children that way. Anybody else out there want to find Jesus,and find Jesus BIG TIME, somewhere you never looked for him before?

5 Do you think that is the way I want you to fast?
Is it only a time for people to make themselves suffer?
Is it only for people to bow their heads like tall grass bent by the wind?
Is it only for people to lie down in ashes and clothes of mourning?
Is that what you call a fast?
Do you think I can accept that?
6 “Here is the way I want you to fast.
“Set free those who are held by chains without any reason.
Untie the ropes that hold people as slaves.
Set free those who are crushed.
Break every evil chain.
7 Share your food with hungry people.
Provide homeless people with a place to stay.
Give naked people clothes to wear.
Provide for the needs of your own family.
8 Then the light of my blessing will shine on you like the rising sun.
I will heal you quickly.
I will march out ahead of you.
And my glory will follow behind you and guard you.
That’s because I always do what is right.  Isaiah 58:5-8 NIRV

15 “If you love Me, you will keep My commandments…. 23 Jesus replied, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make Our home with him. 24 Whoever does not love Me does not keep My words. The word that you hear is not My own, but it is from the Father who sent Me.… John 14:15, 23 NASB

6 “Go rather to the lost sheep of Israel. 7 As you go, proclaim this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven has come near.’ 8 Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give.” John 10: 6-8 NIV

All I can say is, it’s a blessing FOR you beyond comparison to take Jesus’ love in your “empty bucket” to the places and people Jesus wants to fill with the reality of HIS LOVE. Guarantee: you will get splashed! Anybody else want to join the “bucket brigade”?

A “…BUT…”to pray: Jesus, I admit it, I’d be afraid to got to __________________ and show people there – people not like me, but only people not like me because I haven’t walked in their shoes, dealt  with wounds like theirs – your tangible love. Lord,forgive me! Help me get over my fears, my repugnance, my “holier or better or smarter thanthou” attitudes, expose them to me and kick them out of me, and Holy Spirit, tell me, show me, nudge me  to take practical love to the place where you want to change and enlarge my heart and bless me more than I’ve ever thought you could! I thank you ahead of time for  the love, purpose, and joy YOU will show ME there, in Jesus’ name. Holy Spirit, I’m listening; help me be brave enough to go where YOU lead ____________________ AMEN!

God’s dot-to-dot again

 

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Me on the river again, Jesus steering the canoe from the stern, and I have no clue where this river is going …. but he’s paddling

Monday, normal day after the worship intercession group I’ve been attending now for nearly two years. Driving home after some shopping, I took a detour to stop in at the church I’ve been attending since summer, and squeaking into the office just 15 minutes before  they closed, I met the receptionist and began sharing  with her the wild way I/we  got connected to the church and all of the God  connections that have happened to me there since August. I had to add the latest dot-connection with her:

The day before, for once relatively early to church,  we sat  down politely in the middle of a row so people  didn’t have to climb over us to find a seat. I put my travel cup with the photo of my kids under my seat, got up to use the restroom, promptly noticed when I came back that I’d kicked it over, so I moved it  to underneath the chair in front  of me. Just before worship started, a couple sat  down next to us, the polite one empty seat between me and the young woman. Nothing unusual in that.

At the end of the service, though,  the young woman, Stephanie, pointed to my cup as we stood to leave and said, in surprise,”I know those people!”  It was my turn to be surprised! It “turned out” totally randomly – ha, I know better – that  the  teacher of one of her  children at a local Christian school is the mother-in-law of my daughter-in-law, and  she and her husband took a foster parenting class with my son and his wife! I’m starting to feel like a bowling pin knocked down in amazement on Sundays by a ball rolled by Abba/Jesus /Holy Spirit just to remind me He’s here in my life, active and loving.

Pastor Jeff came into the office about that time, and since I’d wanted to share all the dot connecting with him, I repeated the”coincidences.” I added that I/we are trying to figure out where to move once the house sells: stay in Tucson moving nearer the church, or move back up to East Mesa and find a new church?

(Sound of “pins resetting” in the celestial bowling alley )

Pastor Jeff asks me,”Have you heard of Red Mountain Church?”

I add a  question,”You mean the one north of the freeway?”

Jeff: “Yes. My uncle Rob is the pastor  there.”

Me:”You mean the Rob who lived across the street and down six houses  from me in Mesa, whose wife bought some things from my yard  sale in 2013? That pastor Rob?”

Strike! Down I go figuratively in absolute astonished wonder at what a bowler Jesus is!

Why does this matter in the grand scheme of my life? Well …Jesus keeps reminding me what he told his disciples before he sent them out to minister in his name:  :

Jesus called for his 12 disciples to come to him. He gave them authority to drive out evil spirits and to heal every illness and sickness.

“So don’t be afraid of your enemies. Everything that is secret will be brought out into the open. Everything that is hidden will be uncovered. What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight. What is whispered in your ear, shout from the rooftops. Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but can’t kill the soul. Instead, be afraid of the one who can destroy both soul and body in hell. Aren’t two sparrows sold for only a penny? But not one of them falls to the ground outside your Father’s care. He even counts every hair on your head! So don’t be afraid. You are worth more than many sparrows. What if someone says in front of others that they know me? I will also say in front of my Father who is in heaven that I know them.  Matthew 10: 1, 26-32 NIRV

“Hmmm…,”notes my Father in Heaven, smiling, “when Rose heard that, hairs #20, 512 – #20, 567 stood at attention!”

God bowls me over to lift me up, connects dots again and again to remind me how very much he loves me and yes, he is indeed out of love paying attention to my situation and yes, he wants  me to remember  that GOD IS IN CONTROL so I should get over fear and thinking that man is in control of my today and tomorrow.  And yes, I WANT to say in front of others (you in particular) that I KNOW JESUS, AND  HE IS LORD OF LOVE AND LORD OF ALL!

I was  so swept away by God’s love for me in Jesus again today, suspecting he’s connecting more dots I just can’t see yet to bring his goodness and victory out into the open in and through my life, perhaps so you,  dear Reader, can believe he is doing and wants to do the same in your life out of his immeasurably passionate kindness, goodness, mercy, power and love for you.

So the one”…BUT…” to pray today is your  call, your crying out to truly  see some dots connected, or your recognition of the dots God has  connected for you in the past: LORD, here I go again thinking that my life doesn’t matter to you, thinking that people determine my situations and blessings  or lack thereof, BUT I know that in truth, YOU ARE GOD AND YOU ARE  LORD AND YOU ___________________________________ and YOU WANT TO __________________________________________ to me, for me, in me, and through me, so I’ll say THANKS by faith that you are connecting dots for my blessing. BOWL ME OVER  WITH YOUR LOVE! In Jesus’ name, for God’s Glory, and Holy Spirit,  I’m watching AND listening for Your Amen!